Friday, August 21, 2009

God, where are You?!

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Unfortunately, my ear is filled with fluid again! (I've been battling an ear/sinus infection since late July). Yuck! So for today I'll share one of my favorite stories of God's faithfulness in the midst of a very difficult season of my journey. May God use it to encourage you (and me!). :)

Have you ever wondered, “God, where are You?”

I mean, we learn as a small child in Sunday School that God is everywhere – but have you ever tilted your head back and asked the God of the Universe, “Where are You?”

I know I have...specifically after my fiance David was killed. You may be familiar with that part of my journey ~ on December 10, 1998 (5 months before our wedding date and 2 weeks before Christmas), David Timmer, my fiance and best friend, was tragically killed in a freak workplace accident.

Two weeks later, on a cloudy, dark Thursday morning, there I was, outside trying to shovel my driveway. The snow was up to my waist or higher, (or so it seemed) and my little blue car wasn't going anywhere until I shoveled out a path. Jake, who was in preschool at the time, was bitter cold. (You know how it is with kids, it’s fun for like three minutes and then they’re just frozen to the core and ready to be done).

As I was shoveling, I found myself asking the question- “God, where are you?”. Although actually, I think it went more like this- “OK God, where are you?! You say You’ll never leave me, but where are You now?! This is a lot of snow, God. How in the world am I supposed to shovel this all by myself? I thought I wasn't going to have to be a single mom anymore. Why did you have to take David home??!! This isn’t fair, God! This just isn’t fair! I mean, look at Jake. He's freezing ~ he has icicles hanging off of his eyelashes for crying out loud. I’m all alone, I can’t even get my car out of the driveway - God, where are You??”

I even lifted my shovel in anger and shook it at the Lord that day!

Just then, a car stopped in front of my house, and a young college kid hopped out.“Hey lady,” he called, “this looks like a pretty big driveway for you and your son. Go on in the house and let me take care of it for you.”

Tears just poured down my face as I tried to speak the words, “Thank you, thank you, thank you”.

In the book of Deuteronomy, Moses reminds the Israelites (and us) of God’s promise to never leave us nor forsake us. The next time life circumstances cause YOU to wonder “God, where are you?..., ” ~ Go ahead and ask Him, He might be closer than you think. :)

6 comments:

9uy said...

I ask myself everyday. "God where are you?"

Ann said...

I hope you get to feeling better soon! I will be praying for you, God Bless!

Nise' said...

I love how He answered that question for you!

Crissy said...

CINDY! The more I learn about you the more I realize what a remarkable person you are! You really need to finish your testimony button!

jj said...

God is good all the time!

Triumphant Victorious Reminders Copyright © 2009 said...

Wow!!! Thank you for that reminder of our God who will never leave us nor forsake us. He never promised that people wouldn't leave us, He never promised that our careers wouldn't forsake us...However, Hallelujah! His promise to us is that He will never leave us nor forsake us. Thank you for that beautiful testimony!!!!

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